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April 8, 2011



I am, once again, tired :) I feel like I shouldnt be, since it doesnt seem like I did much today. To re-cap, I basically spent all day working on my own research and "business." Writing, organizing, making phone calls, doing a little research...really nothing heavy, and it was interesting and exciting. But I dont feel like it should have tired me out. :::sigh::: My mom said I am tired because of the whirlwind trip to NYC. Maybe, but I dont think so. I was tired there, too.

I think it is the direct result of my diet and lack of exercise. I need to fix that...I say that all the time, but fail to follow through. :::sigh::: I'll get there :) I will.

I talked to that Cute Boy I like (accidentally fell in love with) this morning for a little while. He made me smile. Sure do wish I was 20something. And I am, once again, having issues with the Married Guy. It doesnt get to me as much as it used to, but it is still taking up space in my head.

A lot of shit went down last week. It shook me a little bit, but I got over it quickly.

I have a lovely, wonderful, awesome brand new EMT partner and the nights are flying by :) I will miss the class when it ends.

I am worried about my Psych Prof...I am hoping for the very best for him and his family right now.

I have not been writing regularly and I think it is part of the reason I am more stressed and uptight than usual (although it could also be directly related to lack of sex, since I seriously have no time to whore around. :) After spending hours today talking to clients about the benefits of journaling, I have decided that I will make sure to post one entry per day on the blog as well as journaling in a notebook at night.

In case I haven't shared...I am an incessant note taker and I have an "thing" for Moleskine notebooks :) I am going to start keeping a written journal in the Special Edition Snoopy Moleskine that I found in Boston last week and I am hoping to find a folio sized hard cover Moleskine tomorrow when I am in Hadley, MA. I hope to use the larger, more professional one to record my journey to med school in.

Come to think of it I have the wellness journal around here somewhere...I need to dig it out...and get my shit together :)

My weight is relatively stable. I stay between 135-145 effortlessly. That really is too fat for me though.

Getting ready to register for fall classes and summer is already in place. I dont think I am going to have time to breathe until spring. Thats OK though...I am having fun. I feel so happy and blessed to be able to do this. I think I am going to go buy my mom some flowers :) My mom washes and folds my clothes and when I get up late in the morning she has my oats cooking and my coffee in the press. She goes grocery shopping for me and she takes care of the kids. Yes, I am blessed.

Time to study embryology...I am with the midwives all day tomorrow. :)

G'night.


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