Friday, May 13, 2011

I am alive...barely :)



May 12, 2011

I had my last day of classes today.

I am attending a midwifery pre-natal visit tomorrow morning, and then trying to take the rest of the day off.

Saturday I will be with midwives in Amherst. Sunday and Monday I will prepare for my finals. Tuesday I will take the last three finals and go to an EMT practice. Wednesday I am meeting a hot little rap star from Los Angeles for some fun. Thursday I AM OUTTA HERE!!!!!!!!

I dont know where the hell I am going or what I am going to do, but damn it, I need to get the fuck away for a little while.

I am so tired. So, so, tired. And I just dont give a fuck about math equations or science garbage. I have HAD IT. I do still kinda care about psychological theories, though :) Maybe because I love that prof.

I have a lot of things going on...most of them are positive, some arent.

I am not exercising and eating a lot of sugar. I have put on 10lbs this month. I am NOT proud of that and I know I need to make change or start digging my own grave. Everything is a choice...and priorities are important.

I am not dealing well with the stress. At least not at this very moment.

I have let a lot of things go that were important to me, including this blog, keeping a detailed journal, exercise, and proper nutrition.

I need to decompress and really spend some time thinking about all of this.

My summer classes start in two weeks.

See ya.

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3 comments:

Sandra said...

Hope the two week "break" is enough to help you get your priorities back on track, Ann.

Take care.

xo

hopefulandfree said...

Glad to see you survived the semester. Ugh. I remember all too well. It does all end eventually, the intense part of school, that is.

Don't know how your brain functions without regular exercise...mine turns to cornmeal. Bleh. :)

Have a fun break. Enjoy!!!!!!!

Susan said...

Ok. I read your post on Lyn's blog. I love it! "Suck It" yep!

Your transformation is amazing.

I just started blog dieting. I am on it fierce...just not the exercise, yet. I am 53 and got in a gramma shuffle routine that I need to slowly get the F out of.

There is another blogger that I look at the transformation of that I had to show everybody I knew. Now I am going to have to call all my chubby friends and show them yours! You are an internet sensation!