The Last Week

May 20, 2010

I have a headache. My little "vacation" got sidetracked. I'm still here. Doing....work. :::sigh:::: Well, ok...its not REALLY "work" but maybe sorta. I have been spending time with a midwife. She is a published author and I have idolized her for years. So, this has been a great experience for me. I will see her again next week. This is an opportunity that just cannot be turned down. :)

I was so tired last night, that when a hot, 24yr old military guy (one of my favorites, actually) and his friend asked me to come over....I turned him down. Ugh. Last night would have been HOT...His friend is being deployed today. I am kicking myself for not just sucking it up and going anyway. But whatever.

I did spend Wednesday night with a big dick in celebration of the END of the semester :) He lasted a LONG time...and I am still sore :)

I know three of my final grades...I am OK with them. I got an A in Abnormal Psychology...with a final average of 96.5. But, I only got an 86 on the final.That is the lowest grade I got all semester...and I am really upset. I thought I did REALLY well on the final. I thought it was easy. I am horribly upset. I feel like I FAILED.

I spent the most time preparing for the Biology exam, because that is the one I feared the most. I got a 91 on that 12 page, cumulative final...and finished that class with a final grade of A-. I feel very proud of that. The instructor was HARD and I even thought about dropping it early on because I never thought I would make it with that professor. Figured I would try again with another professor. So I am proud of that one. Still waiting for my math grade...but expecting an A.

I havent exercised. I did attempt to cut sugar and caffeine, but that only lasted two days...mostly because there are withdrawal symptoms and it is hard to work and be effective when you feel like total shit. I might try again....on MONDAY. Yeah...I know. I suck. (and the boys tell me I do it well, too :)

I have to get a grip. Really. I do. And I will. Clothes still fit, but the number on the scale is completely unacceptable.

I have a few things to go over and then I am meeting a Cute Boy from one of my classes to work on some school stuff. Yeah. Thats gonna be my Friday night...B O R I N G. At least he is fun to look at.

I swear I am going to try and get better about updating. I am going to try and post the story from Wed on P2 if anyone is interested in reading some smut.

Talk soon :)





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